Saturday, September 12, 2009

Not my Battle

Lately things have been happening around me and too me,people have mistreated me and life has been not fair,however this is not a depressimg post,infact it is just the opposite!!!!!!

I have never felt or been closer to the Lord in all the time I have known him.........usually when life rears it's ugly head I become stressed and almost obsessive on how to "fix" the situation,until this time around. I have even surprised myself in how i am dealing with things. For the first time I am NOT stressing,NOT listening to the lies,oh sure i had/have some moments..i am human, when those moments happen I remind myself WHO GOD says i am, and then it passes. I am putting my trust fully in the Lord and proclaiming his promises over myself and my family!!!!
The coolest thing about where I am right at this very moment is that what the enemy intended for harm,the Lord has used it for his kingdom purposes!!!! We serve an amazing God!!!!!!!!
People I work with,even unsaved family have asked how I am dealing with things,one even asked if I was in a state of denial....funny eh? They think I have completely lost it,when infact it's the complete opposite!!!!!! I have never been more"found" in all my life.....can u say testimony?


I know the Lord has amazing plans for me and my family, we are his children, and he wants nothing more then to give us the best. Although things may get said about me by people whom I loved the most,the battle is not mine to fight,the Lord knows my heart and to me that is more than enough:) I AM LOVED!!!!!!!!!!